walk it out

There's a rap song called 'Walk it Out' by Chingy I believe.. or someone equally as not Lil Wayne, who is the best. Anyway... Today I went to the gym after work and I was super anxiety ridden... for no reason other than that I've been grappling with panic disorder and generalized anxiety for seven years. I went and walked/elipticle-dddd for an hour and felt so much better. I literally walked that shit out. As I was power walking and staring outside (not at my feet) an old Hanson song came on my ipod shuffle playlist and it made me really happy.... "fly the wings of an eagle, glide along with the wind..." If you were once a die hard Hanson fan as I certainly was you know that song. And you know how amazing it is. Damn... I seriously used to sob myself to sleep at night knowing I'd never get to meet and marry Zac Hanson (as I stared out the window praying to God that he'd surprise me and make it happen the next day). I'm really glad that plan didn't pan out though, because I am so happy with my life today, and I don't think I could ask for a better boyfriend. My man Mr. Whitinger is all that and a bag of potato chips and the bees knees and the kitchen sink and everything! haha. No, seriously, he's a swell guy. Sweller (and more swolled) than Zac Hanson will ever be, no offense ZH. I don't even think Zac played the drums on most of the "Middle of Nowhere" album, it sounds like a drum machine on a lot of the songs. Regardless, he's the best drummer ever. Besides Ian from Japanther and Ryann Slauson. And whoever is reading this thinks is the greatest drummer on earth. Just walk that shit out, Zac Hanson is the jam. Until tomorrow, interweb, I bid thee farewell.